rely on me ; love will come :)
Monday, December 6, 2010 >>10:42 AM
Since the first time i see you, i thought that you are a handsome and kind of innocent guy which never suits me. I thought of it everyday and you were quite cute that time. So i flirted you. Nothings wrong with flirting verd. Everybody flirt each other and then only couple. Right? No big deal after all. Actually we weren't a friend, but since then, we were friends. I knew that you had girlfriend but you texted me first. So, we texted non-stop after that. We had our first date on my birthday. We watched movie, hang all around jusco, knowing each other, laughter, talked and then go home. By then, you broke up with your girl, you cried for that. I knew you love her but you still wanted to let go cause' you loved me more, right? Maybe i'm just joking but from my point of view, i guess it was like that actually. And then after you broke up with her, we get together more often, texted each other more often, flirted each other more often and of course, you and i were single. So, you fell in love with me. I do admit that i love you first. Then, i gave you a nickname, your very first nickname, baby husband. You asked me why i gave you this, i said i gave everyone a nickname, so you must have one too. But actually, i was in love with you, so i just want our relation to be closer and closer day by day. Usually, girls will do what they really want. I'm not the exception. I remember once when i asked you, are we the real husband and wife. My god. I was so embarrassed when i asked that. You will never believe my feelings that time. You said yeah, we are. Then, we automatically get into our love trap. So we get together by a very thick uhu gum, that will never be separated. I guess, we loved each other all day long but somethings wrong every time. We argued everyday we talked. We almost broke up because of that little matter. I don't understand why were we so stingy that time. I laughed every time i think of that. Now, we are still happily together although before that, you scolded me, fuck off. I believe that not many people can accept the fact too. I cannot. I really cannot. He is all i have but because he scolded me, i scolded him back. I said we might not be the one for each other. We cannot continue with the situation like this. Then, he agreed. For a moment, we kind of separated. Oh well, never look back was what i said. Things that gone is gone. Few minutes later, the stupid guy, ask for forgiveness. What for, i asked. He said he think properly, he want us to get back together. I know i should straight away say okay to him. But i was kind of different. I said i don't want it that way. Why not you just go your way and i go mine, i was the easiest way to get rid of those nonsense arguments between us and we might be a very best friend in future right? Before i speak a word, he kept on calling me but i did not answer. I don't want to answer. He uses all his way to get back to me. Hours later, my heart melted. I couldn't stand him begging for me. I knew he really love me, so we get back together. By right, he should have treated me better. Once a couple always a couple. I don't want to change anything between us. I just love you the way you are. We never separate. True love should never separate easily. Once again. I love you Lawrence. Promise me, not to let go easily. We meant for each other. I hope future, no tears will drop from my face because of you. Okay? I miss you so much.
